How do I get away with these things? I woke up 13 minutes after I was supposed to be at work. Oops! Fortunately I get in an hour before anybody else, so I was OK. Don’t get your panties in a bunch—I didn’t take lunch yesterday or today, so I think that makes up for it.
As for my plan, it is simply to market MYSELF—not as an employee, not as a “good candidate,” because I’m through with that. If I’ve learned nothing else from this experience, I can at least say definitely that I DON’T BELONG IN AN OFFICE!!! I hate this beige cubicle. I hate these fluorescent lights (naptha lamps would be so much nicer :D). I hate sitting all day! I’ve gained 20 pounds since I took this job! I wore a size 1 back then. Now I barely fit into a size 7. And I’m a workout FREAK. In June of 2009, I weighed 97 pounds (I’m 5’3”), and at the behest of my family, started eating more than lettuce and vinegar, and stopped working out every day. I got back up to a reasonable weight and could still fit into my skinny clothes. I’m back to working out every day, and though I no longer starve myself, neither am I a glutton. Still, I’m horrified to watch myself growing fatter and fatter, and the only thing left to attribute it to is this job! I sit all day and I’m totally stressed and it’s taking its toll!Part of my plan is to lose 30 pounds by the end of the year. Go me!